Year 18 Confessional

[Lexie]

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!?!?!?!?!?!?! WHY!?!?!?! WHYYYY.

Ugh!



Everytime this game seems to start looking good for me, some force always seems to smack it back down into the gutter. I have no idea what to even say when/if Tori goes. This sucks.

[Lexie]

Woohoo! What else can I say? Well, maybe ding dong the witch is dead applies here too. Down to the final 10, which is very very exciting. To go from 19th to come back and now have beat out almost everyone from my old tribe is a pretty great feeling.

I finally got to partake in my reward from the challenge where I was voted off! That aspect was depressing, but I got to see the Masquerade Ball again. I still don't really know who was who, but it was interesting to read and relate to whats going on in the game now.

The one topic I really looked into was one that I started myself. It was "Who WILL make the jury?" It was reeeally interesting and funny to see what people said. I was the only person who thought I would make it for example. Lots of people predicted a bunch of the oldZazas to make it which I thought was funny...because most of them are gone! Not only that, but people were predicting people like Annette, Patrick and Jamie over people like Tori or Mark who are still in the game. Just goes to show that you never know! I don't think anyone said Jen would be still around. Nor Stacy but I guess that doesn't count because she had been voted out and not Outcasted yet.

I began to sort of think of where I've come from throughout the game, and how I've changed. I thought a lot about Yupik, and then Bajau. And then I sort of realized...I basically self-imploded that tribe, all by myself. Sorta sucks, huh? Haha! I mean, when I tried to organize a "rebellion" or whatever against Kevin, Will, and Lynne, I basically threw the tribe into disarray, was booted, and then they lost a ton of challenges. I don't mean to make it sound like I'm so amazing or anything, but I do know I'm strong in challenges. I keep wondering how the game would have been if I hadn't tried to make a move. But ya know what? I'd rather go out earlier knowing I tried, rather than sitting around and finishing fifth or fourth.

And that brings me to today! I am pushing on to try and stick around yet again. I really think I must be the most determined person in this game. Of course I don't know what other people are thinking, but I am constantly trying to get ahead. Even though things rarely work out for me, I keep on pushing. Heck, I even got voted out and came back!

My plan now is to have me, Tori, Ryan, Mark, and Matt D. vote for either Katie or Jen most likely. Katie because shes a liar and a backstabber, and Jen because if its a tie I think she'd be worst at any possible tiebreaker challenge. Of course, that leaves 5 other votes, which could make for a tie. Which I don't think anyone wants.

Playing on that fear, I have this pretty crazay plan I was thinking about. What if we went to Katie or something and said..."Look, vote with us or we're voting for you and you'll have to face a tie." Its such a crazy move, but I think it could work. Some people will do anything to stick in the game. And if that person switched their vote, we wouldn't even have to vote with them. We could vote for whoever and have it be 5-4-1. Obviously a very radical idea. But hey, it could work!

Now I'm basically just waiting for the crazy strategizing to begin tonight. Tribal Council soon. Tyler told me he isn't voting for me, so hopefully I'm not the target. Mark is immune, so if it wasn't me and Mark is immune, I imagine it must be Tori or Ryan. I obviously don't trust Tyler at all though, so it could be me too. So much drama!

[Sam]

This is like my favorite confessional ever.


Even though it didn't work out. -_- Man, when a crazy plan does work out, THAT's gonna be one hell of a confessional lol. *crosses fingers*