Confessionals (This is My Story)

[Chuck]

So the game's began! I was all excited when I finally got to meet my tribe. I was shocked that it was a tribe of 8. Some of the people I am excited to be on a tribe with. Stacy, heard a lot about her and then there is Ryan, he seemed to be rooting for me in my season so perhaps he'll still be star struck enough still and want to team up with me. Then I looked over and that excitement turned into utter horror. Who's on my tribe, Minor. I really liked her during my season but she was extremely bitter plus shes not even real, she is the equivalent of that of an android. I think she is a male in disguise. This time however I will not buy into her little sweetheart act. I'll expose her if she thinks about plotting against me. In Wonderland she had the nerve to blast me when she was on the jury saying that I should have bowed down because I liked her and let her coast to the finals, what a delusional bitch. There will be consequences for her attack against me. Like I stated prior to this in my application, its open season on the jurors and Minor happens to be one. The bitch better not try to mess with me or I will take her down. I am sure there is some major hostile feelings she holds toward me and I am sure she will come after me but I think I will prevail. Or so I hope.



I think my overtly negative attitude will upset them, as in my tribe, greatly, I just don't have it in me to overtly fake and nice to these people. I'll definitely try to keep my true face hidden. To be honest I already feel like starting crap. I know thats game suicide so I'll just keep my mouth shut and observe. I definitely need to figure these guys all out. And then from their try to make my moves, right now its all about connecting with the people, even Minor. I'll have to play nice to her face but when I do just know that I when I talk to her that I am secretly plotting her demise. The game is definitely on and it should be interesting to see how everything plays out.

[Chuck]

So the little tribe of Lisu is just strange. I have a bad feeling about this all. I don't think I fit into this tribe and Minor is really just bizarre. There is no other word for how odd she is. I started talking to her and she says that she is so ecstatic to be on a tribe again with me? I'm just puzzled, I think she is playing me. I don't trust her and I won't. I really don't trust anyone in this game. Maybe she is being sincere but I think she is playing me. Who really knows.

Then there is Aaron. God is he annoying. He reminds me of a little kid. Constantly asking me damn questions. Whats your favorite movie? What music do you like? What TV show are you into? God he is just a little too annoying. He seems like he doesn't get much attention in life from the way he acts I could be over analyzing him but definitely seems like an attention slut. Oh please talk me. I'm just trying to stay civil and I keep saying yeah, and I spice it up a bit with a LOL. He seems like he could be an easy pawn to use. Doesn't seem like the brightest one out of this group.

Then theres Ryan. He thinks he's the comedian. I have to admit I thought some of the things he said were really funny. His comments about Doug and Aaron were priceless.

I really liked Ross, I think I can get along with him well. What was interesting is his fellow alumni from his game Doug told me that he didn't trust Ross at all. I can use that to my advantage. Doug seems ok but when I would say something he'd make some comment, maybe its all in my head but I think he has this very condescending attitude toward everyone in the game since we are younger then him. That kind of attitude could get him booted.

Eric I didn't really talk with I said Hi in the group gathering but he was less then responsive. He's not on my liked list at this point. God I'm so awful already making assumptions about who will be around and who won't. At least I'm gonna try to take charge of this game.

Now I have heard a lot about Stacy. Heard she is very strategic. So she might have to go. I work better with people who aren't that strategic. Or at least I need to get in good with her and make her think she can trust me and maybe she can. I've heard shes a background strategist which is basically what I am, two background strategists is never good.

This tribe has some interesting dynamics and it will be interesting to see how it all plays out, the next few days will be interesting when everyone starts wheeling and dealing.

[Chuck]

I really can't figure Minor out at all. I know she is not some sweet innocent little girl that she makes herself out to be. She's playing hard already or at least possibly playing me. She formed an alliance with me already. Of course I can't say no to it because that would be stupid but I am just puzzled by her.


And then theres Aaron. I really can't stand him. Theres something really annoying about him. I think its that he tries a little to hard to get along with everyone. Maybe not that it just he tries to impress people. Some of the statements he made were just typical 16 year old comments. If I get stuck with him only in this game, I swear I will quit!


I'm already complaining. This tribe is really bizarre but there are definitely some angles I can work to get ahead in this game. I can attempt to pit Doug and Ross against each other. I could definitely see Aaron getting on everyones nerves. There are definitely options available for me on this tribe, who knows these games are unpredictable but I do see potential for me to do well on this tribe with the people I am stuck with. I think I could see myself turning them all against each other.

[Chuck]

Finally had the chance to talk with Stacy, and get another chance to talk with Ryan. I like both of them but then again this is a game and I am not going to personally attach myself to individuals in the game. Just because I like you doesn't mean I am going to keep you around.

So far I like majority of this tribe.....

*Looks side to side, making sure no one is around*

Well almost everyone, I personally find Aaron's personality to be extremely annoying. I think he tries a little too hard to be the life of the party. This is not a party, I think hes trying to play the upbeat role and that hoping that everyone will fall in love with his personality and want to keep him around. His personality could seriously make me want to vote him out. I don't know how to even describe it. He just annoys me. And I honestly do not believe I am the only one he has annoyed already, at this point I'd be a fool to say anything. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and pretend that I get along with everyone. Meanwhile I'll just keep watching looking for opportunities to exploit their flaws. Basically the goal for me is to position myself into the F3. So I've got a lot of work ahead of me but its not impossible.

[Chuck]

If I was naive I'd say it looks as though Minor and Ann Curtis are twins. Ann Curtis is some Filipino actress/model. Aren't I lucky that one of my tribe mates, Ross is from the Philippines! I'm not going to blow "Minor's" cover but I know that picture of her is fake so she might be a real person, but I honestly believe she is not a female, I think "Minor" is actually a male. I really won't have a problem with her unless she thinks she can double cross me. I really don't trust her, and I am still shocked she wanted to align.

And speaking of alliances Aaron was talking with me about how much he trusts me? I was baffled by his comment. I think he was trying to be subtle about it and basically wants an alliance with me. And who wouldn't. He could definitely be working me. At the same time I am working him and am going to talk and pretend I think hes so interesting, to be honest I feel like gouging my eyes out when I have to read his conversations. I just can't really stand him. I'm the kind of person that makes a situation in my confessionals that wasn't dramatic, into a dramatic situation. But seriously he IM's me every damn time I sign on. That is nerve wracking. I don't like being bothered by him constantly. He said something that his season hated him or something. I can definitely see why. He just keeps talking, and talking and talking. He needs a muzzle. It's not like I can be rude to his face, just yet. I have to make them think I am a nice person. I don't want to be the first person out so I have to put on this fake smile and pretend I'm a team player. I hope I won't be stuck with him forever, because then I just might have to quit. Surviving on this tribe with Aaron is going to be the big challenge because he never shuts up!

I finally got a chance to talk to Eric. Hes quiet. Really quiet. I don't know how he made the F2 in his season?
I have no real opinion of him yet, he didn't say enough for me think much about him other then invisible.

Honestly at this point I'm ready to vote someone off. I have more then enough reasons to vote some of these people off. Seriously, bring on Tribal Council!

[Chuck]

Last night was interesting. Ross and I formed basically a deal for this Tribal Council if we went we would not vote each other. I don't think it is an alliance but it could turn into one. What was interesting is that Ross told me that Aaron gave him a deal basically the same one he gave me. Ross must trust me enough to tell me about his deal with Aaron. I talked with Stacy but we never talked really about strategy. Thats the weird thing about this tribe is that there is not much strategy talk. The Wonderland cast was pretty strategic if I think about it, thats all that went on was strategy talk. Here I want to talk strategy but I don't want to play my cards to early, so I'm basically stuck talking about anything but strategy. For me this is so strange that there is not much strategy talk. Its only the first few days but I definately did a lot more strategizing in Wonderland then I am able to in this game.

I suppose I just need to keep talking with everyone, even Aaron who I just really can't stand. I figure the more I talk with them the more they will comfortable with me and want to tell me things. I don't want to talk to much because thats just tacky and makes me look desperate. If I open up to them they'll open up to me and start spilling all there secrets, giving me a better idea of what the true dynamics of this tribe are all about.

[Chuck]

I definitely believe that I could take charge of this tribe. I don't want to sound cocky but I don't really see any of my tribe mates standing in my way, if I play my cards right I can turn them all against each other. They might get upset when I vote them, alliance or not I really am not going to have a problem voting out any of these seven individuals. If they want to stick around they need to step up there game, I know what I'll have to do to get to the end and I am not going to let anyone step over me. Of course I won't be stupid and show everyone my cards. What is really surprising is people are definitely telling me where they stand and who they stand with. I just comment and pretend to play stupid and keep letting them tell me everything. The more I let them talk the more they tell me.

I had an interesting chat with Doug. He also told me he wouldn't be voting me if we went to Tribal Council. So far I have TC deals with Doug, Aaron and Ross. And then an alliance with Minor. I honestly feel somewhat comfortable. Who knows maybe I'll have the rug swept out from under me. If we went to Tribal Council I'd like to see Eric go. Hes not social. I think he could be an easy target and I could definitely work the crowd to turn against him. I just don't see any future plans with him developing in this game so hes definitely expendable to my plans.

Ryan I also kind of have a deal with, I know he won't vote me and we've discussed how annoying Aaron can be. So I think he could be someone I could rant to. He seems annoyed by Aaron and I was pleasantly surprised when he told me how he gets annoyed with him. I love people ranting! And Especially since it was about Aaron. It was like music to my ears. I've been waiting for someone to say something, finally Ryan does! So Ryan is cool in my books.

Then theres Stacy. I don't know what to think of her which worries me. Getting her out at the first Tribal Council we attend, would be smart. But probably impossible. If she socially alienates herself it'll be something I can pull off, her not chatting with people could be her downfall. I could see her messing up future plans so her going at this moment would be my best move. If you can't figure them out there is no point in keeping them around. Minor basically is about the same as Stacy. Its the females in this tribe that worry me. The guys on the other hand are as dumb as a box of rocks on this tribe.

If we do lose there will be tons of options open for a boot and I confidently say I won't be considered an option for the first boot. I am integrating myself well into this tribe and plan to keep it that way.

[Chuck]

So every time I come on-line I dread the thought that Aaron will im me. Hes constantly on and he constantly IM's me, so its a very nerve racking experience. I can't be rude and tell him that hes annoying because that would kill my chances with him and its too early to piss tribe mates off. Its an extremely nerve racking situation with someone like him. The worst part of it all is he doesn't even realize how annoying he is. I can't even fully explain just what all it is that Aaron does to annoy me. I'm sure hes not a bad person but he certainly is an annoying one. I don't want to slander him but just the things he said, there so immature like "Don't drink too much", "Wear Protection". I for one have never heard anyone say something like that inside one of these games. I don't even know what he is thinking but I know I am not the only one thinking that he is annoying. Nice kid but there is only so much of a daily dosage of Aaron one can deal with. Ryan has talked with me about how much he can't stand him. I'm sure other think the same thing. If we did loose I wouldn't want to get rid of him but I definitely think his name could come up, if majority was gonna vote him out would I do anything to stop them? Answer is.... No. This is a game about getting myself ahead and as long as I am included in majority and feel good in that position then I would have no problem selling Aaron down the river. Especially if it gets me in a better position in this game. To be truthfully honest I'd sell Aaron out of this game for a nickel. Its sounds awful but you try being on a tribe with him. You'd probably sell him out for a penny. Thats how annoying he can be. I'd honestly sell anyone out in this game. I don't trust anyone on this tribe and I am sure I will not trust anyone in this game. I definitely think that I will have a target on my back once other come into the picture. This tribe I am on right now is a blessing. These people are not the brightest at all. I started playing this game the minute the tribes were released and I will never stop playing it everything I do is strategy. When I talk to them about my life, interests, their life and their interests its all strategy. I want these people to think they can trust me and think that I am a decent person and if they can connect with me on an emotional level they'll more then likely want to keep me around. So yeah basic non game strategy chit chat is actually strategy chit chat. I'm here to play the game and I am going to do whatever it takes to get to the end and claim the rightful title that I was robbed of in Survivor Wonderland.

[Chuck]

We have our first Immunity challenge tonight. I honestly do not believe we will win. Its a negative attitude but the tribe I am stuck with is less then active in my perspective. Thank god for me. If we do lose tonight which I think we will, though not that I want to loose because going to Tribal Council is never good. Really you never know what could happen at Tribal Council. Say we do go I think the people that will be on the chopping block will be Minor, Eric and Aaron.


Minor has not taken the initiative to communicate and if she's not on tonight she'll be out, people will vote based on communications and shes clearly lacking in that department and I personally think that might be a good scenario with her getting the boot. I'll guarantee it tonight that if she doesn't step it up, she'll be out. I'm still shocked at the conversation we had about how she is excited to be on a tribe with me and then offered me an alliance. I just don't buy it, I think its all an act because in Wonderland she was clearly upset with me and I think this was her way of trying to get in good with me and then slit my throat when I'm not paying attention. Having any of the Wonderland cast around is just not good for me. So yeah I'm going to take them out before they get the chance to take me out.


Then theres Eric. Eric clearly lacks communication skills. I don't see him getting far at all. For making the F2 in his season he's really boring. Its rude to say that with what one conversation between us but he must have road coat tails till the end. I just don't see this kid being some strategic threat.


And well Aaron is just annoying. If he doesn't shut up and keeps annoying everyone he could easily be voted out.


Those are in my opinion the top three most vulnerable in this tribe. Who knows maybe I'm on someones list, unbeknown to me. If we do go to Tribal Council I would predict that one of those three would be going. I think it'll be between Minor or Eric. As annoying as Aaron is hes building relationships with everyone. Maybe I am the only one who caught onto that but he is working this game. Good for him but bad move since I know.
The game is complicated with all these different people but if I can keep a tab on who is with who and how all these different personalities mesh/conflict I should be able to position myself further in this game round by round by playing them all against each other.

[Chuck]

I accidently started running my mouth and let out that Minor was an alias amongst other things. I hope no one has second opinions of me now. It was just between myself and Aaron. Yeah it started coming out like word vomit and I just couldn't stop myself.Doug, myself and Aaron formed an official allaince. I'm worried about it because Aaron was really acting odd. If he tries anything I will take him down. I will not be outwitted by a Sidestory reject. Now heres what was interesting is they brought up Stacy and Ryan's name. Plans of splitting them up. I've grown leery of Aaron so when they get this plan in motion I plan to take out Aaron. I figure if I can get out Minor this round if we lose then I can move into an alliance with Stacy and Ryan. I don't trust Aaron at all. I think he has tons of deals and thats dangerous so he has to go, I also need to keep my mouth shut and not say anything else for awhile. That Minor incident was stupid on my part. I get to caught up in the moment and its only the first few days, I would hate for anyone to think that I am a shady player. Doug was doing the same thing with Ross. Doug definately wants Ross out and hes doing it in a sly manner.

I definately think we lost our first challenge which sucks. I doubt 11 out of 21 problems will win us anything. Who knows maybe the other tribes suck but I'm doubting that. Hopefully we can get rid of Minor but if not as long as it is not me I won't care who goes. Personality wise I'd rather see Aaron go he's annoying and I can't stand him but Minor I don't trust at all I really shouldn't and she shouldn't trust me. Who knows I'd like to just see if we won or lost. Then from there let the games begin. As far as right now in this moment we are not going to Tribal Council but that could change in less then thirty minutes.

[Chuck]

What an interesting past several hours. We lost Immunity. And the mad, mad scramble began. Everyone brought up Eric's name. I would have went with that but my instincts said get rid of anyone who is a threat to you. Minor might have been loyal to me but I just can't risk it. So when names were floating around I took it upon myself to bring up Minor's name. I really didn't have any concrete information to get her out so I lied. I said shes an alias, that she is also a man, I did tell some truth I mentioned that her picture is of Anne Curtis. I don't know if she is an alias or a man but whatever. After some careful persuasion on my part I think I was able to convince them all about how dangerous she is. Ryan, Stacy, Eric, Doug and Aaron all agreed that it would be the best thing to do. I was so excited about how I was able to persuade them so easily. Plus Eric knows it was him that was going to go and thanked me for sticking up for him. He's useless in my opinion but right now I'll need him.

So anyways then later on Minor begins working the game to get Doug out because he mentioned her as the boot. I was a bit baffled but she wanted me on board with her and Ross to vote him out. Aaron and Doug defiantly took the spotlight for this boot and the funny thing is, it was all my idea. I don't want this to turn into a me, me, me ordeal but lets face it I own this tribe! We mine as well rename it Chuck and those other people! Minor kept working me and said to everyone we had a tight bond. She's crazy! I wasn't even considering keeping her but I kept listening because I love to the play the sides! What I find to be so interesting is how well I have positioned myself into this tribe. Everyone seems to be eating out of the palm of my hand. Except Stacy and Ryan but I'm not on their hit list but they are on mine. I don't think they dislike me but I don't think they would stick with me later on in the game so I think those two need to be separated and I'm not the only one who feels that way because Doug and others have mentioned there name. If we do lose again I definitely think it could be one of them. As long as it isn't me I could care less who goes! Better them then me!

Anyways I really thought I would leave this upcoming Tribal Council with blood on my hands from betraying Minor but its worked out so well. Minor told me to vote her and has told everyone else. I'd be paranoid but I definitely think its her going in a unanimous vote. Ross I think feels on the outs and mentioned to me to watch out for Doug because hes in control. I myself find to be hilarious that people think hes in control. I turn this game on him in an instant, thats goes for everyone. I'm the power player here and if people have a problem with it they need to do something about it because I'm not going anywhere! Ross like so many others believe that Doug and Aaron are running the show, thats fine keeps the spotlight off of me and makes them into targets. If a switch came and I was outnumbered with Aaron and Doug believe me I would sell them out. I am not going down with anyone. I don't owe them anything, this is all about me. Alliances don't mean anything to me because as far as I am concerned everyone is expendable to me. Just because I make a deal with you doesn't mean you should believe it. I'm just in awe with how easy this first few days have been. Who knows I could be going and if i do their playing great because I would have never figured it out. But I don't think there that crafty at this stage. It should be Minor going tonight!

I don't feel bad with her going because she gave up basically when the tides turned against her. That is not an All Star. You wouldn't see me sitting back last minute and then trying to scramble. I don't procrastinate when it could be me. I would have been talking last night making sure I have a spot in the game. But did Minor? Nope Minor was less then sociable and it will cost her. They have nothing else to judge you on other then how social you have been and Minor hasn't been social. I've definitely turned on my A game when it comes to being social. I'm playing hard but not so hard where everyone knows that I am in control and playing everyone, so hopefully my game play pays off in the future.

Well we'll be off to Tribal Council were it should be Minor going unanimously. You just never know this is All Stars so if its me, I'll be shocked but then at least they are playing hard. I highly doubt its me going, I wouldn't give my tribe that much credit.

[Chuck]

I survived the first Tribal Council and in a unanimous vote Minor went. One down! Not sure how many are left. It was almost to easy. No one really opposed my idea of ousting her. The minute I said "She's an alias and a man" they were were all on board to take out Minor. It's early but I feel confident in what I can do on this tribe. I was expecting the vote to put me in the spotlight but if anything attention was drawn to others. I don't even know how Doug took the blame for it but I think the spotlight will continue to focus on him. Thats perfectly fine with me, I did what I had to do to get rid of a Wonderland juror and now I can sit back and let the others do each other in. I'll sit there listening to all their plans and act really interested and knowing me I'll agree to vote with them. Just because I agree doesn't mean I am going to vote with you. If my tribe was smart they would take me out, if you have to worry about one person on this tribe screwing you over, that person is me. I'd didn't come into this game with the idea of sitting back becoming an early boot.

Ross wants Doug gone. I'm sure Doug feels the same way but I'd prefer for both to stay in the game, if there focused on each other they'll be less likely to pay attention to me. Plus both seem to be pleading for my vote. Ross seemed to be very willing to want to vote out Doug with Minor. Ross is definitely on the outs of this tribe. No one really told him anything about what was going on. He came to me and told me we gotta break up Doug. I'll keep that information to myself because I don't want either of those two gone just yet. I want them pitted against each other for as long as possible.

Another thing that was interesting that happened in the past few days is how Doug and Aaron were the first to bring up the idea of splitting Ryan and Stacy up. I definitely think its a smart move. I know Stacy is my main competition so when they said this my eyes lit up like damn these people are going to make this so easy. Between Stacy and Ryan, it would be Stacy going she is considered the weaker of the two. Ryan is the powerhouse in challenges. Stacy is extremely bright. She's a nice girl but nice isn't enough to keep you in the game. I'm here to play and she is my biggest competition. Those two are tight. Ryan and Stacy confide in each other about everything, during my conversations with them about booting Minor they were telling each other everything I said. Its obvious they are an alliance. Those two wanted Eric gone and his name could come up again for this round but if it does, I'd rather spare him and break up a potential Romber situation. With Stacy gone I am sure Ryan would align with me.

I think I have the most connections on this tribe and I plan to use them to my advantage. If we lose the next Immunity challenge I'm not going to panic. It would be great to win Immunity, however, if we lose I'm going to be prepared to go into Tribal Council again. Honestly bring on the Tribal Councils! This is All Stars and if you have to rely on the Immunities then you obviously don't deserve to be here. I think surviving in Lisu should be a piece of cake.

[Chuck]

I feel like I am trapped in a rehash of Wonderland. I know the challenges aren't my strong point but this tribe seems really focused on challenge performance. I think it's stupid. I don't even want to do this challenge, it's frustrating and plus I don't feel motivated to do it. I expressed concern that I was having trouble. I'm really not, I'm just lazy. I'm hoping that they will say "Don't worry about it Chuck were going to use Ryan's". In a perfect world thats what would happen, more then likely they'll force me to do the challenge. I can only hope they don't expect me to do anything because I do not have the motivation to sit and do that challenge. I hate challenges. Seriously bring on the individual part of the game at least there I won't have to deal with the challenges.

I think the dynamics on this tribe are changing. I don't believe that I am in any immediate danger at least that I am aware of but something, intuition, not sure what it is but something is going on in the game. I don't feel as safe as I did in the beginning. It wouldn't surprise me if I am being targeted. If my tribe was smart they would take me out. I don't hold any loyalties to them, my attitude is better them then me. I could be paranoid but I definitely think that alliances could be shifting on this tribe. I don't think I will be targeted right away, I think if we lose this challenge it could be Ross going, I definitely think that Doug will want him gone especially since he was conspiring with Minor to boot him. I honestly wouldn't want to see Ross go but am I going to put myself in the spotlight? I don't think so. I got rid of the one person on this tribe I didn't want around and now I'm going to sit back. Or at least thats what I am saying, who knows tomorrow I could feel today. I could try to take the mantle of leadership, but I already have a target on my back so why make it any bigger. I definitely think Doug is stepping up as the leader on this tribe, which I think will be his downfall. If Ross would be targeted by Doug, which is the most likely scenario, you can expect him to go around telling everyone that Doug can't be trusted and is trying to take over this tribe. That could definitely plant some distrust in Lisa about Doug. Lets face it no one likes a leader and most leaders get dethroned. With someone like me on this tribe, all it would take is for me to go to Ryan and Stacy and explain that Doug and Aaron wanted to split them up. In my opinion I'm the most dangerous to have on this tribe, because I hold no loyalties to any of these people, contrary to what I have told them. This is a game about advancing yourself and if advancing myself means ditching my alliance, I'll kick them to the side of the curb.

On the positive sides of things I think we could actually win this challenge. Which is good, avoiding Tribal Council is always good but you should always be prepared to go. I'm not going to expect a win from us, but I think we have a good shot at winning since we have the self proclaimed puzzle master on our tribe Ryan. Honestly I don't expect Ryan to be expendable on this tribe for a long time, he's so useful in the challenges that I think everyone sees him as non expendable. That strategy of being a challenge threat only works for so long. Once people catch on to him outperforming everyone he'll need the Immunity to stick around and you can't win every Immunity. It's just not going to happen.

[Rebnik]

Don't forget Parlor Games

[Chuck]

So this afternoon Ryan, our not so great puzzle master, approached me about his concerns. He started with small talk and built his way up to asking me if he could ask me something. Right then and there I knew it would be juicy and of course I replied with a yes! I love the gossip! Ryan starts talking about Doug and Aaron. Yes the plot is finally beginning to thicken. He brought up how Doug and Aaron seem to be trashing Ross, basically tainting Ross's chances to get far and that all of this is the result from there season two years ago.
Honestly Doug does constantly say that he wants Ross gone, yet Ross have never said anything to anyone, well except me but I wasn't going to say anything to Ryan. I honestly don't care if it makes Doug look bad, just because he is my ally doesn't mean I am going to protect his good image. Lets face it I'm in this game for myself not Doug. So Ryan kept on talking about stuff and basically unconsciously sold me the idea that he and Stacy are tight. he kept saying well I'll have to talk to Stacy, next time I talk to Stacy I'll see what she thinks. I guess he's not as smart as I gave him credit for. It's obvious those two are tight, I have no alliance with them so separating them wouldn't be a bad idea. It's not like I would be stabbing them in the back. Ryan went on about how he believes that Eric/Doug and Aaron are an alliance and that if they get rid of Ross then they will be 3 strong. He never mentioned an alliance but he made it sound like my best move is to vote with him and Stacy and they'll get Ross with them. I'll potentially could be the swing vote between two groups of 3. I'm not sure how I will play this. Lots of scenarios are running through my head. Ideally what I would like to see happen is that I am able to persuade Doug to want to break up the power pair of Stacy and Ryan. But Doug seems a little bent on taking out Ross. I like Ross so I don't know if I would want to get rid of him. If I don't I potentially could upset Doug. Who knows what I will do. I'm hoping we win the challenge. More then likely that won't happen.

So yeah I sucked at the puzzle. I did finish it but with 45 mins. Worse time you can get and who gets it? Me, the worst challenge player. I literally suck at the challenges. Fortunately I make up for that in strategy. Even if I didn't finish this puzzle, there was no way I was going home. I think I am in the best position in this game because I am basically in with everyone and surprisingly enough no one seems to even think I am a threat. You'd think they would check out my season and see just how many people I screwed over, maybe read my confessionals and see just how I play the game but from my observation they don't seem to care. Its good for me, definitely bad for them. The smartest thing my tribe could do is get rid of me. I've stressed that several time but if I were them I would get rid of a player like me. I hold no loyalties to them and the minute the tides change I am going to weasel my way into the main alliance and find that crack I need until another power movement takes place and then the cycle thus continues. The tribe Lisu means nothing to me. These are just the people I got unwillingly stuck with. I'm sure there are people in this game in the other tribes that hate me but I can hope that they get voted out prior to me meeting up with them. If I can make it to a swap or a merge or whatever twist there is and get on a tribe with no enemies I'll be good. If I end up on a tribe with some enemies, it definitely could be the end of my game. This game is all about the past, and honestly in most all star games your past comes back to haunt you. Look at the first boot on Lisu. Minors actions against me were the reason she went. Well thats all you are getting from me at the moment.

[Chuck]

Well we lost another challenge and its basically my fault, I sucked worse then anyone but no one is bringing up my name. I wasn't expecting them to try to blame me, I pretended that I was upset with my horrible performance but truthfully I didn't care. Of course I couldn't say that, I am still trying to keep up that image that I'm not a bad guy. It's too early to really begin wreaking havoc in the game.

Since we lost we have to attend Tribal Council. It's apparently going to be between Ross and Doug. Now I am unsure what to really do at this point in the game. I have an alliance with Doug and breaking that this early wouldn't be smart but I really don't want to get rid of Ross. Unfortunately I think I will have to cut out Ross. I know where Doug stands and with Ross I'm not really sure plus I think Ross is siding more and more with Ryan and Stacy and by keeping him I could be giving them the edge. Who knows it could be me going so I don't feel safe really. I really don't want to be on the outs of this vote, so whatever I do I want to make sure I am in the majority. From what I understand it should be me, Doug, Aaron and hopefully Eric voting Ross but who knows. If Doug went and Ross stayed I'd definitely feel on the outs and in danger.

I just hope the vote doesn't switch to me somehow. I do think it will be between Doug and Ross but I have no clue what to do, my gut instinct says cut out Ross. Yeah he's nice but he's never made it apparent to me where he stands in this game. This round sucks, it could be worse, it could possibly be me in there predicament. I'm just hoping everyone will settle for voting out Ross but Ryan seems to want Doug out because he is worried about an alliance that Doug might be in control of.

[Chuck]

I have no clue what going to come from this Tribal Council. I'm trying to figure out what people are doing, its going to be between Doug and Ross obviously but which one is going? Everyones being quiet about it. I would say it could be me but Doug and Ross are really making sure that only one of them survives this Tribal Council.

To be honest, I'm bored with these people. In Wonderland I was a great character and here I don't neccessarily feel as though I'm living up to my potential. None of these people really have upset me, Aaron had potential but he stopped being an annoyance. Its weird but I like this tribe. Problem is a tribe I like makes a boring Chuck. I came into this saying I was going to be the biggest asshole and well the first round I started out on a good foot of making that happen by taking out Minor for personal reasons but now I have no one to bitch about and at this point I feel like a secondary character in this game. Usually I am the star but I feel like a supporting character. It's lame. Wonderland to me was so much more exciting then All Stars thus far. Maybe it was because I was always in danger and in this game I don't feel like I am in any danger at all, at this point and time. That could all change if a tribal swap happens or a merger of tribes.

Doug was talking to me earlier and was worried about the vote. I told him not worry about it, I also had to tell him to make sure to persuade people because I didn't want to be caught in the middle chooseing a side. You'd think we would know he has to persuade people. Everyone seems to think he is in control. I find that funny. He will be making more waves this Tribal Council. Ryan doesn't seem to trust him much and there might a showdown between those two in the next rounds. Ryan has mentioned to me about the Doug problem and Doug was upset that Ryan was playing sides because apparently it was Ryan's idea to boot Ross.

I'm positive I am voting Ross tonight. I like Ross but right now it works for me to get rid of him and keep the focus off of me. Doug staying puts more focus on him and could set up a showdown between Ryan and Doug.
I wish I had a good ally on my tribe. I don't really trust any of the people on this tribe at all. I know I don't fit into any of there future plans but right now there stuck with me. Ryan and Stacy are tight and I know they won't stick with me. Where as Eric, Aaron and Doug seem less likely to have as many ties as Ryan and Stacy could have.

Voting awaits me.

[Chuck]

We got back from Tribal Council are we are down to six people. Ross was voted out unanimously by our tribe. I don't know if he even seen it coming, he seemed to think that it would be Doug going. Oh well he's out of the game. It's weird that this tribe is starting to shrink. 1/4 of them are out. Hopefully we can win this next challenge, we desperately need to win it, I don't really want to go back to Tribal Council. I think if we did it could be Eric going. The interesting thing would be what would Eric do, would he step up his game? I don't see him really doing anything to shake it up enough to find a way to keep himself. I think everyone on this tribe would be on board to boot Eric. Everyone sees him as inactive to an extent. Really he's done better in the challenges then I have. I'm surprised that no one has mentioned me as the weak link to this tribe. I know I am. I suck at challenges and I'm going to bring this tribe down! I'm not here for the team, I'm playing for myself so I'll do what it is ever in my best interest to do.
This next Immunity challenge is crucial for us to win but if we don't it should be another easy Tribal Council.

[Chuck]

We won Immunity which is great. I was definately worried about facing Tribal Council because I was not able to participate in the challenge and I believe that could have put me in a position were I could have been targeted and possibly voted out. I definately felt vulnerable but a sigh of relief was brought to me when the results were announced and we won Immunity.

If we would have lost I think Wonderland's version of Chuck would have come out especially if someone mentioned my name as the boot. Ok I could see them wanting me out for not participating but seriously them mentioning my name would have been the catalyst to bring out the not so nice Chuck. I've been extremely nice in this game to everyone thus far but I saw the darkside when I thought about them wanting to boot me. All we need is someone to upset me and the real drama will begin. If we had went to Tribal Council at least I would have been able to break out of this nice persona I've created. I'm starting to crack and really all its going to take is me being paranoid enough that I will make some irrational move and upset my entire tribe thus creating a tension between me and others. Tension and paranoia for me, makes me a very dangerous player because if my back is up against the wall I am capable to doing just about anything. Its when I am content is when I am a boring player, the game is evolulving as is my character. Lets face it, I can only keep up this nice guy charade up for so long sooner or later I will crack and that's when things will get interesting.

[Chuck]

Tonight a member of a mysterious tribe that we have no clue as to who is on it will be going to Tribal Council and voting out possibly there first member or second or maybe even a third member. Thats the tricky thing about this game is you have no clue who is in the game and who isn't. At this point in the game I can only play the game according to the people on my tribe and I think I've played it quite well so far. I'd say that I am the power broker in this tribe and I don't think anyone even notices it but I am in good with both alliances. There are alliances in this game, people won't say it but Ryan/Stacy are on power couple in this tribe while Aaron/Doug think they have this tribe whipped. To them I am sure I am just a pawn in there game but the funny thing is, this pawn isn't as dumb as I make myself out to be. I know who is with who, theres two little pairs and then there me playing both pairs and then theres Eric who I think will go with whatever works best for him. Eric is in a good spot but I need to team up with him, we've talked but if I could influence him to do what I have planned then everything on this tribe will work out perfectly. If I don't feel he will be willing to do things my way then he is very expendable. I know for a fact I could get both power couples to boot him. Thus leaving me holding onto their fates.

A part of me wonders if my tribe is oblivious to the fact of what I am capable of doing in this tribe. Did they see what I did in Wonderland. I'm doing the exact same thing in this game just with a fake smile on my face. There oblivious to the fact that I have already stabbed two people in the back, it's kind of funny because one of them is next unless theres a twist and then the scramble for me begins. I am sure I will have enemies on the other tribes. That is what scares me because they will not give me any chance in this game at all so I will have to be playing my A game and make sure that I work it as hard as I can to make sure that I keep buying myself a few more days. I'll just have to take it day by day. The big worry to me obvious is tribe merges. Thats when my entire game gets either fucked or possibly, a slight possibility of an upgrade. It basically depends on who I end up with. My problem will be the social aspect of this game because I have upset a lot of people but if I get in a tribe with people who don't know me or who like me, then I'll be sticking around. When a twist comes its either going to make me or break me. Game is on hold as of tomorrow. 5 will be out and who knows how many more stand in my.

[Chuck]

So after the third round ended a lot of stuff went down, technically the fourth round hasn't started just yet so were kind of in a limbo. So I was nearly expelled from the game during the hiatus which is coming to a close soon. Hector who has been removed from the game was telling everyone what everyone else said. Apparently I presume he called me a chatterbox when in reality he couldn't keep his mouth shut I am sure he told his tribe stuff about me running my mouth and then they turned me, because there afraid to face me. Anyways in the process of trying to screw me over they screwed over their tribe mate because I wasn't going to go, I had no problem telling what happened when my name came up as being ejected. I am not leaving the game like that. If I am banned it'll be for something big. I can't wait for the drama. This little stunt has opened my eyes to how cut throat these people are. People are trying to get rid of me from other tribes. There nuts and I am sure I know who from Hectors tribe tried to get rid of me. I wouldn't put it past that ugly little troll Valerie for trying to get me banned. I know she is in the game but I have to keep that information to myself. But yeah if we meet up I will rip her apart with words. I can honestly say I will make her cry. People want to demonize me and vilify me as some villain of this series. I don't think they know really what a villain is but I certainly surpass that if the opportunity arises. All it is going to take is me being backed into a corner and my name being mentioned and I'll probably snap. Think back to Wonderland I was nice the first few rounds but when I heard people trying to screw me over is when I transformed from being nice into the psycho, backstabbing, loud mouth asshole everyone came to hate in Wonderland. So far in this game I haven't journeyed to the dark side yet, but I'm getting close. Especially after this little Hector stunt. I know that people were behind it on his tribe, and I've decided to blame Valerie for it all. I know shes on his tribe because he told me. And there good friends but guess they weren't that close since she sold him out. Which I am sure she did. This girl is evil. Valerie plays the poor little Valerie act a little too much. I don't know why people are nice to her shes fucking ugly. I hope she cry about that you stupid bitch. I know she tried to screw me over and I will get her back for that, I might not be able to vote her out but I'll make her cry hopefully. I won't feel bad about it. She tried to screw me over so I'm coming after her now, and she doesn't even know it. So yeah fugly better watch her back. I hate her because she plays on being friends with people and shes not she will screw people over to get ahead, she tries to make people feel bad for her because she is ugly. No extreme makeover would help her, what she lacks is a personality and an extreme makeover won't help her there. It might help her with those nasty ass teeth of hers and that big midget like head thats on her body. She looks like she was a crack baby. I won't have a problem saying any of this to her face.


So what else is interesting is Ryan and Aaron have figured out a few people who are in the game from the past Immunity Challenge and they believe that there is a possibility that there could be a tribe of newbies. Its like I have my own little CSI team on my tribe. The thought of newbies would be interesting, but I am doubting that, but you never know. Theres a list in our tribe of possible people that could be in the game. I am sure those people are in the game. Like Kevin M, Katie, Will, and Ethan (gag me).

Anyways I am just somewhat pissed that people are already trying to get me banned from the game so I know I have to be on guard at all times. I will not trust anyone in this game because I know they can't be trusted. The only person I can trust is me and with who knows how many enemies that are out there I am going to have to really work it to make sure I stick around if I am going to be voted out, expect me to go out with a huge bang. If I can't beat them I'll at least hurt their feelings. It sounds evil but whatever, they'll deserve it and I am sure I can find a reason to justify my actions. I haven't tried to get anyone banned, I guess I did play a hand in getting Hector banned but, it him or me and well it had to be him.

Game resumes in a day or so and thats when I need to start playing this game even more so then I have been.

[Chuck]

So we got some good news and some bad news apparently the bad news is that there will be 4 people eliminated in this round. That sounds like good news to me. I doubt my tribe will win Immunity so I am sure one of the six in Lisu will go. Then 3 others will go as well which will be good.

If we lose its going to be a difficult vote or at least thats what I am saying, but I really won't have a problem voting out anyone on this tribe, I don't care if I have an alliance with them or not, I'm playing to win this and if you have a problem with that well screw you then. I just have to do what I can to stay in this game and I know for a fact that whoever is on the other tribes, well those others are out to get me, so if we lose I will plan to vote out who is more then likely to not want to stick with me come a merger or a switch and that leaves it down to an alliance of two that stems back to Survivor Paradise. I don't like the fact that people from other tribes are already turning me in when they have never talked to me, they really must think I am some huge threat. I think it's funny. I also think its also ridiculous that people are out to get me. I don't understand why they think I am a huge threat. And I really don't like the fact that there is a conspiracy against me. I'm not stupid I know that certain alumni members are gunning for me. All I can say is that I'm here and there going to have to deal with it until they can get a majority together to oust me, if they don't want me in the game then there going to have to work it to get me out. I'm here and if they think I will go without a fight they obviously don't know me.

[Chuck]

So apparently my tribe thinks that I lack social skills. I feel like I am reliving Wonderland. Everything is starting to get complicated. There are numerous plots against me, people are trying to interfer with my game from other tribes just like they tried in Wonderland. I think I have been fairly nice in this game to everyone on my tribe and I think I've really taken the time to get to know some of them, but they still labeled me as socially retarded for the most part. That doesn't make me want me want socialize with them anymore, I think compared to most of the tribe I have talked more then most of them. Like Doug, I don't think he ever talks. Yet he got labeled ahead of me. Talking to them has obviously been a waste of my time and obviously theres.

I've tried really hard to be nice. I said I was coming into this game to be a major asshole but I've restrained from being mean or spiteful towards anyone thus far.It obviously hasn't helped me, being nice has gotten me nothing but tribes planning my ouster and my tribe labeling me as socially inactive. Honestly all its going to take is for me to meet up with a tribe member that I do not get a long with and that will be the catalyst needed to bring back an even nastier version of Chuck. All I can really say is, piss me off, I'm waiting and when you do your going to regret it because I will tear these people apart with words. I might be sent home but I'll make an example out of someone as to why you shouldn't be fucking with my game. I'll obvious cross the lines of sanity when I go off on whoever the lucky person is but I can honestly say it will be entertaining, especially if its that ugly little troll Valerie. God is she nasty.

[Chuck]

In the begining of the game I couldn't stand Aaron, the way I phrased that was kind of makes it sound like I hate him I think I wasn't accustomed to his personality. I don't think he is that bad. Anyways Aaron was talking to me tonight about what will happen if we lose tomorrow. He wants Ryan out. Because Ryan was going around mentioning to Doug and I am sure other, I'll say he did that he wouldn't mind seeing Aaron go. I'd rather keep Ryan around because I doubt Stacy will want to keep me around when she teams up with her old friends and I am sure Ryan won't either but I couldn manipulate him to thinking that Aaron and Doug are in charge. Stacy going is who I am going to have to push for and thats why I'll need to get Doug on board for it. And hope that he could persaude Aaron to want to go after Stacy. If not oh well, I'm not going to draw attention to myself over this. When attention is drawn to me it'll be worth it. I plan to put on a great show just waiting for the right oppurtunity! I have a feeling that the real action will begin quite soon. And thats when its showtime!

[Chuck]

So the others players obviously have some preconceived notions about me in this game. I think most people think that I am shady, an overall manipulative player that will sell anyone out to get ahead. I really don't know why they think that? Actually I guess I do to an extent.

***Turns head and laughs***

Honestly, I think I'm just a little misunderstood. I wouldn't say that I go seriously go out of my way to screw people over, I just don't particularily like it when people start messing with me. If you come after me, I'm going to come after you and usually I am the successful one. I honestly think the odds that are against me are a little too much to overcome this time. I know theres only a few more rounds, if even that, that I will be able to keep the vote away from me. I don't think I am in that great of a position. And if we lose tonight I might have to reconsider how I am voting. Things might have to change. So the parlor games showed that no one really trusts me, which is understandable... I honestly don't trust any of my tribe or for that matter anyone in this game. Tonight is important, Immunity is up for grabs and if we can win this it would be great. It would keep our tribe from having to go to Tribal Council. I think the 4 TC's will definately shake hings up, or so I am hoping. Majorities within tribes are I'm sure forming so all these TC's could definately turn this game upside down. If I went to TC and was on the outs and say a switch happens damn right I would try to switch it up on my tribe. So if a few people are on the outs in other tribes and theres a tribe swap maybe they'd be willing to team up with say someone like me and get rid of those in the majority. A little annoyed with the latest parlor games, I understand that they don't trust me but I've been fairly active more so then most of the people on this tribe. Doug got ranked higher then me, I don't want to complain but he is really inactive so I'm a bit baffled that he was ranked higher then me. It's challenge time, and more then likely we won't be winning, I'm gonna bet that we don't win. I'm going to give it my all but more then likely we won't be the immune tribe if we are I'll be shocked.

[Chuck]

OMG! Doug as royally screwed us this round. I have been helping quite a bit, I would say I definately shined in this challenge more so then the rest. But all of that will be overshadowed because Doug screwed us up. Somehow Doug lost track of everything and now is saying that "It's hopeless". For a minute I thought we had a cahnce to win this. We are going to lose because of Doug and theres no one else to blame but Doug. Doug started this challenge out by barking orders and telling everyone what to do. He was really strict about it all. I find the situation to be really frustrateing because the one person that was telling us what to do and basically was the one telling us not to screw up, then screws up. Obviously we are going to lose because of Doug. I shouldn't be casting blame on anyone as this was a tribe effort but I strongly do feel that Doug screwed it up and costed us our chance of winning Immunity.

[Chuck]

We won the challenge, I am shocked but thanks to Eric we were able to figure it all out. Doug mistake nearly cost us that win. I'm just shocked we won. Its great to win this and not have to go to Tribal Council. And I'm glad some of the other tribe are going to have to go to a TC now. I hope it messes up there entire dynamic. I think we definitely needed this because I honestly didn't want to see Ryan go. Prior to the challenge Aaron approached me and said that Doug was all for Ryan going and I didn't want to see Ryan go. Ryan is one of our strongest competitors, yeah he wasn't there to help us on this one but I think in future challenges he will be a huge asset. I'm kind of relieved we won. I was honestly thinking about not voting with Aaron/Doug. Now I don't have to think about it right now. I can relax. Anyways 4 more are out of my way after the next round of Tribal Councils! So much for their happy ending!

[Chuck]

So along with winning this challenge we are going to be able to see our tribes opening scene in the opening video. I guess to some of my tribemates thats exciting. I can't get excited when I am running on paranoia. The longer I stay on this tribe the better. I do not want to merge with any other tribes at this point, right now I'd rather keep this tribe intact and I think I could convince them all to want to stick together as a tribe. I could be persuasive on that issue. I think the only two people who might want to meet up with others is Ryan and Stacy. I'm not really sure how they feel on this tribe but I don't think their in a good position but of course maybe its me who is not in good with my tribe. I have an alliance with Aaron and Doug but who knows how long that will last. If they want to screw me over I have plenty of information that could make them question there position on this tribe. Basically what I want to do is feel out how everyone feels about sticking together as a tribe, instead of merging with tribes it might be best to go to war with them. Might not be better for my tribe but for me it will be and thats what this game is all about furthering yourself while stepping over the little people who will help propel you into the end stretch.

[Chuck]

So Aaron told me something, something I have been dreading. And now I am running on full paranoia. Aaron has met up with another tribe and my fate hangs in the balance of his decision. I don't like that and I don't like the idea of merging of tribes. So Aaron met with Laurel, who isn't even an alumni. Whats that all about. The two of them will be delegating whether we go to war or whether we merge. I say if it was up to me to go to war.
Laurels tribe consists of her, Tilghman, Matt D.?, Lexi and Mike from the Andes series, Will R, Kevin W and Lynne. I do not feel comfortable joining them because I know I would be the first to go and thats not cool. I don't deserve to go out like that. Picked off for being a threat in my season. This is why I shouldn't have joined the game because people are hellbent on making sure I get a horrible placing in this game. And its not fair at all. I talked with Aaron and explained that our best option is to go to war with them. Its a win, win situation for me. If we win one of the others from that tribe would be voted out. If we lose we can vote out Stacy or Ryan. Its in my best interest to convince Aaron to delegate war for us. I don't think its fair that one person decides whether we go to war or not. It should be a tribe decision, what if Stacy met someone more then likely we'd be joining them. I'm very frustrated. We don't even know the rules about these wars/merging. I would like to know about these things and how they work. Why should others like myself be punished. I know my days are numbered and it sucks. Its completely unfair that I will be voted out in the next days or so if we merge. It might sound like I am overreacting but I know thats untrue, because Lynne will want me out of this game. She will be gunning for me and that put me at disadvantage. Ugh this is going to suck especially if we merge!

[Chuck]

So Ryan has met up with the Sintu tribes and there in discussions right now to merge as a tribe or go to war. If I were Sintu I would merge with us. There going to be ulonged at any rate. Plus I'd like to get revenge on the Annette and Tori. I know I told Tori that I wouldn't hold anything against her and I'd like to start fresh but I lied. Annette will be first on my list and the easiest to get rid of in my opinion if say we merge, then Tori. Both of them had such a bad attitude about being a juror that it is my responsibility to make sure that they never get on this jury. I would hate to see what happened to me, happen to someone else. The only person person on that 3 person tribe I could get along with is Katie. Katie is much better off joining this tribe, I'm sure she is alligned with the girls. She should ditch them. Tori is as boring as ever. I said it in Wonderland that she was boring, as the same. I'm sure Annette is just as bad. All she did was talk about her kid. Oh and that picture is just yuck of her. Hopefully our two tribes merge into one. It would make things interesting and I could be a total asshole to the other two members of Sintu. Believe me I will be. They need to pay for what they did to me. I deserved to win that game, I was the best player and they ruined it for me so I am going to ruin them now! If Sintu joins Lisu all I have to say is those bitches best watch out because I will come after them.